Going nowhere

From here to there, there are places waiting for me
world is screaming not the right things not loud enough
till November till November

in silence I dream hearing abandoned bricks and pathways
caught by invisible bat web, going nowhere from my cave

dancing in the darkness seeing them twisting
their left and right wings

stealing their moonlight,
stirring up their peace

growing my wings


My world needs to be rescued
the insanity of an artist painting
screams in the fields
is an old preludium to the future

now and then
then and now

the soul suffers fires when
the wind charmingly plays
underneath the lonely tree

this world is the undream
undoable curse in the novelty

humanity is on edge
but we must stand strong

we know right and wrong


Music by Turkish band #shepastaway #katarsis

#goth #postpunk #darkmusic

Everything carries me


Everything carries me to you
Oh river, long ribbon
soaked in every color of tears
and voices of humanity meeting
pain dust and souls of loved ones

bursting with joy of water sounds
running and running to the sea

Oh patient river I follow you
in summer light and cold rain
as all I have is not enough and
what I saw from the swing didn’t last

Without you I would be nothing
I wouldn’t know all this
I would be born half frozen

I want to fall asleep on your sand
love for your waves runs deep
so I keep what I can keep
you understand …

#Trentemøller Complicated

Many reasons


There are many reasons why I keep going to the yellow tree
blooming like nothing happened in the middle of pandemic

that twisted everything inside out
that twisted my spine into a stone tower
on uneven ground

that took everything from somebody

but I am hunting for miracles
while they hunt people
I am not lost when I stand here
I am no longer falling into
the trap of lies and confusion

but I always wonder
why bad people rule the world


There is a tree with yellow leaves in the video below at 2:15 min mark 🙂

I wrote this poem before I came across this beautiful artistic piece.

#boyepic rocks

In the mood


In the mood for love I am
when it is raining and grey

In the mood for love I am
when I wake up from a bad dream

In the mood for love I am
when the day ends
when the world comes apart

when nothing seems like it is
and when everything blooms
like pink rose

In The Mood For Love – Song Yumeji’s theme Shigeru Umebayashi

Paintings in the video by Chinese painter #GaoXingjian 2000 Nobel Prize in Literature

Gao Xingjian is a Chinese émigré novelist, playwright, and critic who in 2000 was awarded the Nobel Prize for Literature “for an oeuvre of universal validity, bitter insights and linguistic ingenuity.” He is also a noted translator, screenwriter, stage director, and a celebrated painter (source Wikipedia)


I am stepping on earth
going to the mountain again
disturbing wild flowers
for I desire to smell them as they are
into a mist I talk
and stones roll answering me
and I see who I am when
I slow down those black horses in me
a small lady in a pink dress
walking through the flatlands
people pass me by, cars and birds
faster or bigger than me
y ‘all feel this all slipping away ?
and I see you trying to find me
and we run uphill

#music #reneaubry

I wanted to see you

Recent photo edit but photo from a couple years ago. Wishing to fly and walk those streets again🦋

I wanted to see you this summer
but everything was cancelled
wedding and hugs and normalcy
I wanted to dance on the cobblestone streets
because that’s how I feel every time I go there
because I love the smell of blueberry cakes
in the air leading me
and I am silly me
who wants to be free

Time for another

2It is time for another angel to come down
as much I want to outsmart the creeping plague
and feel his embrace
I am dragging my feet on the horizon of flattening curve
as much as I want to dance in the pale mornings
before the world wakes up before I realize it is too quiet
before newsfeeds explode with happy cats and statistics
I shake like a leaf I shake in disbelief that
they change today what they told us yesterday
I am looking everywhere to see his face

Love the music video #angel by #mflexsounds 😋 it brought a smile to me

No where

There is nowhere to run the world was damaged the night I slept like baby days after my birthday when we celebrated with silly dances together in the never ending trances but it ended and I stopped craving chocolate I froze in the frozen future and we run out of space in the freezer everything […]