Hybrid


I am moving from place to place
I am a hybrid of time
I let go, I stay, I go
crossing over to grey zones
blending cruel reality
with the voices in my head

but I still love to curl up
like a baby watching you
sail in my dreams

Better days


Just like you say
time is slipping into the future
that’s why I go that road

I don’t look back but
want to touch your face
see your beautiful eyes

I don’t want to go crazy
in the sea of love and hate
people pass me by, wars start

I cannot stop loving and hating
that one percent is too much
on a bad day

knowing the worst things
seals something in me and I no longer
want to go on a merry-go-round

hope keeps coming to me
knocking me out grabbing me
tells me to face the sun
and smell the roses …
to stop being a ghost

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Crazy


I brighten you as I go
my world …
I make you normal just for a little bit
I hold you and cannot let you go
a leaf here, thunder of bullets from over there
you send my way
I sleep but I am awake
in that neverending fog with
eyes wide open
zooming in the darkness
I see them calculating
next hit
with cold blood,
no flutter in their hearts
not a drop of love

Fire


I thought she was an angel sitting at my table
but she was a bird who just joined me
in the morning when I felt like drowning
but I couldn’t but I wouldn’t cause I never
give up because you always find me and
make me want to be me again
or you send me a bird and I feel your kisses
and when gone I miss it

so no matter what’s going on
I pick up my own pieces and yours
realizing I’ve done it before
like Phoenix and that
fire burns me no more
cause I am the fire when I want
or … when … I lose control


One step ahead


Everything so good about you
except when you turn into a devil in glasses
when you torture me with bright lights
when you undermine my plea for darkness
for I am more fit for shadows and dusk
all my angels watch you crossing lines
nothing breaks me when they are around
I stay and fight lonely but ready with a strategy
I pull the switch … I know how to win
how to fix my world how to comeback
from my hunt, how to reach for what’s mine
I am one step ahead of the devil




Seagull


I had an idea but it is gone from my mind
I thought I am going to remember it
but it vanished with your last breath
leaving me to miss you, leaving me here
to walk amongst the living and wanting
to be with your kind
’cause you broke my heart
’cause you are not better off dead

I didn’t need much but now I write you
about you and the winds we touched
and the time we killed and the sea turtles
we saved and the crumbs we left for
one legged seagull who stood in sand
like he was a king of the ocean
showing me the way showing me
another day

He was so real and brave. I wanted to make his missing leg to return but what he lost made him strong, made me strong again.

Diagonally



Box without a message
empty like four walls
box without a greater meaning
showed up in my far corner of the world
It survived the unexpected
It saved itself from a coma
all full of stories and twinkling rays 
from the bottom of the ocean
that run diagonally
that I follow

Pudełko bez wiadomości
puste jak cztery ściany
pudełko bez większego znaczenia
zawitało w me dalekie strony
Przetrwało to co nieoczekiwane
samo się uratowało od śpiączki
całe pełne opowieści i
iskier słońca z dna oceanu
co biegają po przekątnej
a za nimi ja

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author: greenlifenow 
fotoart: greenlifenow
translation: greenlifenow

Too soon…


That night world fell apart
for you
Tomorrow came with the blow
their faces and sparkling eyes
meet you halfway
almost here
you are sure you just heard them
you could reach and grab their hands
you wish…
it is too soon to believe
they will not run through the house
looking for a favorite shirt
they will not send you a text with
a big red heart out of the blue
on Tuesday
oh, it is not fair!
it was not a dream
it was time for
the funeral arrangements

 

 

Digital 


I’ve been trying to dig you out
to show you the world in a daylight
hidden you remain in a digital cloud
stubborn like an old tree root
unique version that can’t be shared
no matter what I do
walk away or sing
refresh or restart the machine
or eat a few tomatoes
your own sunshine beams on my skin
your warmth reminds of a toffee
my heart swallowed you already
your love your story
walks with me
did you think it can happen
like that?